I think I had already been under their influence before that. I didnt notice at the time but my way of thinking about things had changed somewhat ... And after that I had become completely loyal to the Rasalhague. But I did not feel as though my actions were being controlled. I believed they were trying to save us ... I knew I was different but I thought it was because the Twelve had brainwashed me before. I thought they had brainwashed everyone.
So it was only during that moment that I felt " possessed. "
I was scared. But I thought I had done the right thing.
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I think I had already been under their influence before that. I didnt notice at the time but my way of thinking about things had changed somewhat ...
And after that
I had become completely loyal to the Rasalhague. But I did not feel as though my actions were being controlled. I believed they were trying to save us ... I knew I was different but I thought it was because the Twelve had brainwashed me before. I thought they had brainwashed everyone.
So it was only during that moment that I felt " possessed. "
I was scared.
But I thought I had done the right thing.